So I went onto shutterfly tonight and started ordering some of my favorite pics. I'm like that commercial where the kids are stuck in the camera for years...waiting to get out. I've always waited on doing this type of project because I knew it was something that was going to be a bit pricey and sometimes I can be a bit frugal with things that aren't a need. Long story short, I purchased about 30 of my favorite photos...some 16x20's...and needless to say it was a bit pricey. So to try and get rid of some cost i went on a nice little website called www.retailmenot.com this gives you all types of online discounts...very nice...
Well, after searching, I had no luck and was very frustrated. I was even more frustrated when I saw that snapfish their competitor had free shipping. My shipping for 4-5 days was 67 dollars! So I got on the phone, spoke with the guy and told him if he didn't give me free shipping i was going to move my business to Snapfish (now between you and I there was no way I was doing that. It took me hours and there was no way in hell i was spending another few hours on it). So the guy asked me to hold on, I did, and he came back telling me to go screw myself. Nah, just kidding. He told me he was going to give me 2 day shipping for free!!!!That is more than I even asked for and worth over 100 buckarooni's!
So my friends...Shrvrod (yes that was his name..spelling not too sure lol) had the holiday spirit and perked mine up a bit too by the spirit of giving! Can't wait to see the photos!
Monday, December 20, 2010
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Update
So the other day I wrote a post about Lucas screaming about his snack choices. I really tried every approach, every snack. Well my blog friends, the reason it wasn't working is what Lucas really wanted was to be feeding the dog! He finally went over and laid himself on the dog food, screaming and whaling. I said "Lukey Mama, do you want to feed the dog?" His eyes lit up, he backed away and then I filled the cup for him. I mean really--any cuter?? He took the cup and carefully, yet swiftly trodded over to the dog bowl. Filled the bowl up and picked up each piece that was dropped while Cooper patiently waited (while thinking...cool dinner early!) After filling it he ran back in to get some more....
...so here my friends, welcome to the new problem.....
Please expect to see an overweight picture of Cooper real soon....lol
...so here my friends, welcome to the new problem.....
Please expect to see an overweight picture of Cooper real soon....lol
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
What do you think...alot seems pretty true to me?
VIRGO
Virgo is a Mutable Earth sign, ruled by Mercury. As the sixth sign of the zodiac, and the only sign represented by a woman, the Virgo individual is reliable, industrious, intelligent, and practical, adhering to standards that are quite high in virtually all aspects of their lives. Famous and historical figures sharing Virgo traits are Mother Teresa (August 27), Michael Jackson (August 29), Ivan the Terrible (September 4), and President William H. Taft (September 15).
The Virgo personality is a complex mix of intelligence, common sense, attention to detail, and commitment. This is a down-to-earth sign with a strong sense of responsibility, especially with regard to family and close friends. Although they are described as orderly and neat in most personality profiles, the modern day Virgo may not always stand out from the crowd in the neatness department. However, even if the Virgo's house or office is not always in perfect order, you can be sure that they still know where to instantly find whatever they need, despite it being hidden in a pile somewhere. The real stand-out feature of the Virgo personality is their commitment to excellence in everything they do. This is a person who once committed to a given task, will complete it to the very best of his ability. If something goes wrong, and the task is incomplete or not perfectly done, it will be on Virgo's mind for some time to come. Virgos can be quite critical of perceived flaws in others, but do not take kindly to criticism themselves. They are very aware of body and health, and will take a dim view of comments related to the physical, such as weight gain or acne, of which they are already painfully aware. If life becomes too complicated or their already fragile ego is damaged, Virgo may become depressed to the point of immobilization at home, but will probably still function perfectly in the workplace. Virgo tends to be fairly careful with money and usually won't be caught without at least a small nest egg tucked away somewhere.
For those with a Virgo child, you have an energetic, talkative, analytic kid who may show maturity beyond his years starting at an early age. These kids are constantly seeking out new activities, and require a constant stream of books and projects to keep them from becoming bored. Your Virgo child will actually appreciate it when you give him household tasks to complete, and will generally do a good job with them, asking many questions along the way so he can do the best job possible. Be sure not to criticize if his job does not turn out just right, however, as this will deflate his ego and he will not likely want to try again any time soon. It's better with a Virgo to just talk about the nuts and bolts of how you accomplish the same task. Virgo children are somewhat shy when confronted with new situations, so providing them with opportunities to socialize with other kids is an important part of their upbringing. Virgos will do well in school due to their industrious nature and determination. This is a willing little worker who should be supported fully in any direction in which he shows interest, such as music or science. The Virgo child should do well as far as relationships within the family, unless there is a sibling with traits that he just cannot abide, such as a critical, pushy, or messy brother or sister. In cases like this, giving the Virgo child a place of his own that he can retreat to is always a good idea.
Virgo in the workplace is generally a dream come true. These are intelligent, industrious, detail-oriented people who don't mind having superiors and who will be active team members as long as they are provided with the tools needed to do the job correctly. In general, they are routine-oriented, doing their jobs the same way and in the same order day after day, and this shouldn't be interfered with or they will be thrown off balance. Virgo may seem bossy and controlling at work at times, but this is not about ego - they are not striving to be the top dog. Rather, they have an inner clock by which they work, and anyone that interferes is dealt with appropriately according to their Virgo standards. Virgo is a star in the workplace when all their elements are intact - workspace that is organized and tidy, head organized and tidy, and body organized and tidy. If anything becomes out of kilter, their performance could vary somewhat, but not so much in the workplace as in their personal lives, which can often become a chaotic mess because of their strong inborn sense of orderliness and the world in general not falling into line.
If you have found a romantic partner in Virgo, you have found a classy, intelligent, and witty partner indeed. You may have some trouble landing that Virgo, as they do tend to look before they leap, but when they do take the plunge, they do it with gusto. Once you are in a committed relationship with Virgo, you will have a partner that is willing to work to please you as long as you remember not to step on their sense of routine and order. Virgo doesn't mind you taking the lead, but will buck if you disturb their sense of how things should be around the household. A simple rule of thumb is take care of your Virgo, and your Virgo will take care of you!
The best matches for Virgo are Taurus, Capricorn, and another Virgo (Virgos tend to understand each other). Cancer, Leo, Libra, and Scorpio might work well for some individuals. It will likely be tough going with Gemini, Sagittarius, and Pisces.
Virgo in any relationship will be a diligent, hard worker who once imbedded in the friendship will go the extra mile when needed. Virgos are fairly critical and can tend to be nit-picky, but if you understand and accept this, they will be good friends who will amaze you with their wit and creativity. Be careful not to step on your Virgo friend's ego, as they may go into a tailspin. Many a Virgo has retreated to alcohol and drugs to lick open wounds. All in all, however, your Virgo friend will be an asset and an ally who will allow you to take the lead if you have proven to be a trusted entity in their lives.
Virgo is a Mutable Earth sign, ruled by Mercury. As the sixth sign of the zodiac, and the only sign represented by a woman, the Virgo individual is reliable, industrious, intelligent, and practical, adhering to standards that are quite high in virtually all aspects of their lives. Famous and historical figures sharing Virgo traits are Mother Teresa (August 27), Michael Jackson (August 29), Ivan the Terrible (September 4), and President William H. Taft (September 15).
The Virgo personality is a complex mix of intelligence, common sense, attention to detail, and commitment. This is a down-to-earth sign with a strong sense of responsibility, especially with regard to family and close friends. Although they are described as orderly and neat in most personality profiles, the modern day Virgo may not always stand out from the crowd in the neatness department. However, even if the Virgo's house or office is not always in perfect order, you can be sure that they still know where to instantly find whatever they need, despite it being hidden in a pile somewhere. The real stand-out feature of the Virgo personality is their commitment to excellence in everything they do. This is a person who once committed to a given task, will complete it to the very best of his ability. If something goes wrong, and the task is incomplete or not perfectly done, it will be on Virgo's mind for some time to come. Virgos can be quite critical of perceived flaws in others, but do not take kindly to criticism themselves. They are very aware of body and health, and will take a dim view of comments related to the physical, such as weight gain or acne, of which they are already painfully aware. If life becomes too complicated or their already fragile ego is damaged, Virgo may become depressed to the point of immobilization at home, but will probably still function perfectly in the workplace. Virgo tends to be fairly careful with money and usually won't be caught without at least a small nest egg tucked away somewhere.
For those with a Virgo child, you have an energetic, talkative, analytic kid who may show maturity beyond his years starting at an early age. These kids are constantly seeking out new activities, and require a constant stream of books and projects to keep them from becoming bored. Your Virgo child will actually appreciate it when you give him household tasks to complete, and will generally do a good job with them, asking many questions along the way so he can do the best job possible. Be sure not to criticize if his job does not turn out just right, however, as this will deflate his ego and he will not likely want to try again any time soon. It's better with a Virgo to just talk about the nuts and bolts of how you accomplish the same task. Virgo children are somewhat shy when confronted with new situations, so providing them with opportunities to socialize with other kids is an important part of their upbringing. Virgos will do well in school due to their industrious nature and determination. This is a willing little worker who should be supported fully in any direction in which he shows interest, such as music or science. The Virgo child should do well as far as relationships within the family, unless there is a sibling with traits that he just cannot abide, such as a critical, pushy, or messy brother or sister. In cases like this, giving the Virgo child a place of his own that he can retreat to is always a good idea.
Virgo in the workplace is generally a dream come true. These are intelligent, industrious, detail-oriented people who don't mind having superiors and who will be active team members as long as they are provided with the tools needed to do the job correctly. In general, they are routine-oriented, doing their jobs the same way and in the same order day after day, and this shouldn't be interfered with or they will be thrown off balance. Virgo may seem bossy and controlling at work at times, but this is not about ego - they are not striving to be the top dog. Rather, they have an inner clock by which they work, and anyone that interferes is dealt with appropriately according to their Virgo standards. Virgo is a star in the workplace when all their elements are intact - workspace that is organized and tidy, head organized and tidy, and body organized and tidy. If anything becomes out of kilter, their performance could vary somewhat, but not so much in the workplace as in their personal lives, which can often become a chaotic mess because of their strong inborn sense of orderliness and the world in general not falling into line.
If you have found a romantic partner in Virgo, you have found a classy, intelligent, and witty partner indeed. You may have some trouble landing that Virgo, as they do tend to look before they leap, but when they do take the plunge, they do it with gusto. Once you are in a committed relationship with Virgo, you will have a partner that is willing to work to please you as long as you remember not to step on their sense of routine and order. Virgo doesn't mind you taking the lead, but will buck if you disturb their sense of how things should be around the household. A simple rule of thumb is take care of your Virgo, and your Virgo will take care of you!
The best matches for Virgo are Taurus, Capricorn, and another Virgo (Virgos tend to understand each other). Cancer, Leo, Libra, and Scorpio might work well for some individuals. It will likely be tough going with Gemini, Sagittarius, and Pisces.
Virgo in any relationship will be a diligent, hard worker who once imbedded in the friendship will go the extra mile when needed. Virgos are fairly critical and can tend to be nit-picky, but if you understand and accept this, they will be good friends who will amaze you with their wit and creativity. Be careful not to step on your Virgo friend's ego, as they may go into a tailspin. Many a Virgo has retreated to alcohol and drugs to lick open wounds. All in all, however, your Virgo friend will be an asset and an ally who will allow you to take the lead if you have proven to be a trusted entity in their lives.
Monday, December 13, 2010
December WHAT?!
I was teaching a lesson today, when I asked the kids "Wait, what's today's date?" December 13th they said in unison...."DECEMBER WHAT?!!!!" Can you believe that it is already the middle of December??? Holy cannoli where does the time go.
I, being Santa in the Johnson household, have lots to do! These things, don't let me fool you, I enjoy. I love to put the extra special touch on things, the extra sparkle, the small but extra special thought...its my thing I guess you can say.
I finished the x-mas cards the other day...again, couldn't upload pics for some reason but I will try again. Of course, it was as adventurous as always. I dragged the outside seat indoors, put it in front of the new fireplace and had my pockets filled with yummy snacks. I love the outcome and put it on my desk at school...those kids...I could honestly eat them and have to refrain from doing it everyday! Especially since Brooke has been asking people to "bite her"....lol...lmao....lol.
Next big December project...the infamous calendar. I will have to take a poll on who still wants them...but tonight I will be fishing through zillions of pictures to add to the calendar for 2011!!!!! Such a tedious task but I love the outcome...so I have to keep reminding myself of that especially when snapfish boots me off the system for being on too long.
So the calendar, ordering more cards, a bit more shopping and figuring out some dates, baking, Santa's letters and then we are ready to sit down, relax and enjoy the fire...(um Scott about that...its been 4 years lol)....I WILL ENJOY that fire AND I WILL post a pic of me doing it!!!! That is my christmas gift to myself! Enjoy the next few weeks all-it goes so fast!
I, being Santa in the Johnson household, have lots to do! These things, don't let me fool you, I enjoy. I love to put the extra special touch on things, the extra sparkle, the small but extra special thought...its my thing I guess you can say.
I finished the x-mas cards the other day...again, couldn't upload pics for some reason but I will try again. Of course, it was as adventurous as always. I dragged the outside seat indoors, put it in front of the new fireplace and had my pockets filled with yummy snacks. I love the outcome and put it on my desk at school...those kids...I could honestly eat them and have to refrain from doing it everyday! Especially since Brooke has been asking people to "bite her"....lol...lmao....lol.
Next big December project...the infamous calendar. I will have to take a poll on who still wants them...but tonight I will be fishing through zillions of pictures to add to the calendar for 2011!!!!! Such a tedious task but I love the outcome...so I have to keep reminding myself of that especially when snapfish boots me off the system for being on too long.
So the calendar, ordering more cards, a bit more shopping and figuring out some dates, baking, Santa's letters and then we are ready to sit down, relax and enjoy the fire...(um Scott about that...its been 4 years lol)....I WILL ENJOY that fire AND I WILL post a pic of me doing it!!!! That is my christmas gift to myself! Enjoy the next few weeks all-it goes so fast!
Sunday, December 12, 2010
I love this song and it makes me feel so many different things everytime I hear it. Sad but in some way...hopeful in others uplifting?
I feel like it somehow touches a raw emotion that I have not quite hit upon. I think sometimes it is so easy to get down, sad, to not trust, to give up....these are things that are easy. Especially, in this winter time, during these holidays when everyone is supposed to be so happy, yet I watch so many struggle in so many different ways.
So I I think this song, brings up some great questions...Is love alive? Where and how for you? And when it doesn't feel so alive- who and what helps you get closer or back to the feeling that it is.....
I added the same video but with them making it. I wanted to add this because "love" and the power of doing what you love is also what I am talking about...you could just feel it when you watch these ladies create the video...What do you do that makes you feel alive?
Friday, December 10, 2010
Desperately Seeking....a vaca
I don't know what it is about when I come home but honestly all hell breaks loose and I find myself in the pantry whimpering..."I can't take it anymore"...is this normal? Lol...I'm thinking not?
Lucas is screaming from his crib because the 'opening of the door creak' wakes him...and he knows I'm home, so he screams bloody murder. Brooke runs straight for the pantry in hope that the next person on shift doesn't talk to the previous person on shift to find out if she already had 16 snacks! Then when I take Lucas down he wants a snack...and fast...and YOU HAVE TO READ HIS MIND! You pick something out and all he can say is "no"...he will honestly leave the room to find a corner, throw himself down, scream and cry...until he comes back,sees the next snack choice and then repeat -corner, throw down, cry-...
This is about the point I go and whimper....advice please?
Lucas is screaming from his crib because the 'opening of the door creak' wakes him...and he knows I'm home, so he screams bloody murder. Brooke runs straight for the pantry in hope that the next person on shift doesn't talk to the previous person on shift to find out if she already had 16 snacks! Then when I take Lucas down he wants a snack...and fast...and YOU HAVE TO READ HIS MIND! You pick something out and all he can say is "no"...he will honestly leave the room to find a corner, throw himself down, scream and cry...until he comes back,sees the next snack choice and then repeat -corner, throw down, cry-...
This is about the point I go and whimper....advice please?
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Go away
So this is the second time our cars have been broken into in the past two months. Apparently, it is happening a lot in the Smithtown area. All the druggy teens that can't go find their own jobs to pay for their habits are hitting the cars at night. So my note to you- you horrible person...
"Dare to step on my property again...go ahead I dare you...because I WILL TAKE OUT EVERY FRUSTRATION I HAVE RIGHT NOW ON YOU...and that's a HELL OF A LOT OF FRUSTRATION!!!!!" (I would be scared)
Honestly though, I am seriously going to hurt someone...or set up a spy cam.
"Dare to step on my property again...go ahead I dare you...because I WILL TAKE OUT EVERY FRUSTRATION I HAVE RIGHT NOW ON YOU...and that's a HELL OF A LOT OF FRUSTRATION!!!!!" (I would be scared)
Honestly though, I am seriously going to hurt someone...or set up a spy cam.
Monday, November 15, 2010
I *heart* Jason
Okay so I have been in a pretty low slump lately. Its been so hard with not being able to run. I mean every negative part of my 'self' has been creeping back into my life. You name it...its been creeping. Its a bit depressing to put it bluntly. Running whether it was 2 miles a day or 8...was keeping me in check.
So the problem has been that I hurt my knee and can not run in the pain. After going to a few really good doctors I found that the knee pain stems from my IT band and some displacement in the hip area(I think thats what they said...all i was looking to hear was how we're fixing it)...they were saying something about the pelvis too...who the heck knows. All I know and can think of is my savior JASON. I honestly will heart this guy with all my might if he fixes me. I am just finally becoming optimistic because he seemed so confident and smart about what he was doing. I love when I find someone that is good at what they do. We all know what I am talking about...there are a lot of teachers...but only a few good ones. There are a lot of doctors...etc. etc....
So Jason, if you could hear me (which I'm sure you can't) but if you can, please work your PT magic and fix my hip so I can run again. Run-Annette-Run(said in forest gumps voice).
P.S...Lets welcome a new reader that is daring enough to EVEN leave a comment! Welcome Andy!!! Ha ha...no pressure andy...I just couldn't resist! lol...
P.S.S...scroll down. I was able to add the pictures of the kids from Halloween!
So the problem has been that I hurt my knee and can not run in the pain. After going to a few really good doctors I found that the knee pain stems from my IT band and some displacement in the hip area(I think thats what they said...all i was looking to hear was how we're fixing it)...they were saying something about the pelvis too...who the heck knows. All I know and can think of is my savior JASON. I honestly will heart this guy with all my might if he fixes me. I am just finally becoming optimistic because he seemed so confident and smart about what he was doing. I love when I find someone that is good at what they do. We all know what I am talking about...there are a lot of teachers...but only a few good ones. There are a lot of doctors...etc. etc....
So Jason, if you could hear me (which I'm sure you can't) but if you can, please work your PT magic and fix my hip so I can run again. Run-Annette-Run(said in forest gumps voice).
P.S...Lets welcome a new reader that is daring enough to EVEN leave a comment! Welcome Andy!!! Ha ha...no pressure andy...I just couldn't resist! lol...
P.S.S...scroll down. I was able to add the pictures of the kids from Halloween!
Tutoring Update
It's official. I cancelled all tutoring. It was a hard thing to do but a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. This is the first time in my life that I only have one "paid" job. I've always held 2-3 jobs at a time. Now I should have so much free time...lets see how that works out...not!
Thursday, November 11, 2010
A Cop and His Princess
So it was the first Halloween that Brooke truly understood what was going on. Last year, she figured I'm getting something from these people but I don't know why. This year she understood and was on a mission! Her little cop friend tagged along and he would have led you to believe that he knew EXACTLY what was going on also. He WOULD NOT let me hold his bag and he INSISTED (by kicking and screaming "no!")that he walk up to every house. That is what led to the picture with the gigantic bandaid (this was given to us by a trick-or-treat house).
The Johnson's didn't leave the parade without winning one of the places...this year Miss Jasmine won 3rd place in her age group. Jasmine on the flying carpet...
All-in-all it was a fun day! Enjoy the pics..
The Johnson's didn't leave the parade without winning one of the places...this year Miss Jasmine won 3rd place in her age group. Jasmine on the flying carpet...
All-in-all it was a fun day! Enjoy the pics..
Updates
So a lot has been going on...here are a few of the updates...probably shouldn't bore you with all.
Home life: (scott please refrain from leaving extra cheesy comments...thanks).
* crock pot cooking is a must if anyone expects mommy to have some sanity. I can not cook with two kids hanging on my leg crying. It is literally impossible and anyone who is doing it or has done it after working a full day I think you are bionic and amazing and borderline like the girl in that show...what is it...Small wonder...(she's a small wonder...i'm singing that..bonus points to anyone that knows the real name of the show.)
* Lucas is getting over a pretty nasty case of Coxsackie. My daughter brooke had this a long time ago but not in the same way. She had the high fever but no blisters in the mouth. Well Lucas felt he should top her with something so he got them in his mouth, throat and even on his chin. He pretty much looked like a teenager on a bad zit day. The worst part of Coxsackie is that they are painful when in the mouth and they don't want to eat or drink. This is when I had to step in because I WAS NOT having my child hooked up to IV if I could prevent it in anyway. He hated me but that's okay..I'm sure he forgot already. I took syringes and filled them with Gatorade. Then I literally poured it down his throat...sounds easier than it was...HE DID NOT WANT TO OPEN HIS MOUTH....need I say this was a great night.
*Kids and I filled 6 bags...SIX BAGS full of toys and books that they were willing lol..to give to the needy. Now I'm laughing only because I honestly asked Brooke "what about this?" She would say something like, "Sure, I think that will go to a little girl." Now, there were a few times that I didn't ask and just put something in the bag. She would go and say "nope, I don't want to give that". Two seconds later if I asked her she agreed to give it. Lesson Learned from a toddler--always ask first, people are always more apt to say yes.
*Halloween candy has become my evil, evil friend. I hate halloween even more now...this will segway into a positive later. I promise.
*Fireplace was halfway put in (i'm thinking another 3-6 years before i can turn it on?- you heard it hear first), wainscoating done in the downstairs bathroom and the doors were finally put on, range hood was put on in the kitchen...i feel this getting boring lol.
School
*I asked all faculty and kids to donate their halloween candy to soldiers' angels an organization that takes candy and puts it in care packages for soldiers serving over seas. We collected so much that they took pictures and we will be in the newspaper for our good deed...the kids were so proud. (so was i :)
Running update
*so its not the miniscus (spelling??) It is mixture of sciatica and ITB. I got a prescription for a muscle relaxer...which I am going to need to change because I literally feel like passing out to sleep from it, a script for orthotics, and a script to get specific massage and excercise routines from a PT. Plus I am not to run for 2 weeks more....we'll see.
Well...thats about all I feel like writing about....sorry if anyone fell asleep...I wish i knew how to add an alarmclock sound to wake y'all up! lol
Home life: (scott please refrain from leaving extra cheesy comments...thanks).
* crock pot cooking is a must if anyone expects mommy to have some sanity. I can not cook with two kids hanging on my leg crying. It is literally impossible and anyone who is doing it or has done it after working a full day I think you are bionic and amazing and borderline like the girl in that show...what is it...Small wonder...(she's a small wonder...i'm singing that..bonus points to anyone that knows the real name of the show.)
* Lucas is getting over a pretty nasty case of Coxsackie. My daughter brooke had this a long time ago but not in the same way. She had the high fever but no blisters in the mouth. Well Lucas felt he should top her with something so he got them in his mouth, throat and even on his chin. He pretty much looked like a teenager on a bad zit day. The worst part of Coxsackie is that they are painful when in the mouth and they don't want to eat or drink. This is when I had to step in because I WAS NOT having my child hooked up to IV if I could prevent it in anyway. He hated me but that's okay..I'm sure he forgot already. I took syringes and filled them with Gatorade. Then I literally poured it down his throat...sounds easier than it was...HE DID NOT WANT TO OPEN HIS MOUTH....need I say this was a great night.
*Kids and I filled 6 bags...SIX BAGS full of toys and books that they were willing lol..to give to the needy. Now I'm laughing only because I honestly asked Brooke "what about this?" She would say something like, "Sure, I think that will go to a little girl." Now, there were a few times that I didn't ask and just put something in the bag. She would go and say "nope, I don't want to give that". Two seconds later if I asked her she agreed to give it. Lesson Learned from a toddler--always ask first, people are always more apt to say yes.
*Halloween candy has become my evil, evil friend. I hate halloween even more now...this will segway into a positive later. I promise.
*Fireplace was halfway put in (i'm thinking another 3-6 years before i can turn it on?- you heard it hear first), wainscoating done in the downstairs bathroom and the doors were finally put on, range hood was put on in the kitchen...i feel this getting boring lol.
School
*I asked all faculty and kids to donate their halloween candy to soldiers' angels an organization that takes candy and puts it in care packages for soldiers serving over seas. We collected so much that they took pictures and we will be in the newspaper for our good deed...the kids were so proud. (so was i :)
Running update
*so its not the miniscus (spelling??) It is mixture of sciatica and ITB. I got a prescription for a muscle relaxer...which I am going to need to change because I literally feel like passing out to sleep from it, a script for orthotics, and a script to get specific massage and excercise routines from a PT. Plus I am not to run for 2 weeks more....we'll see.
Well...thats about all I feel like writing about....sorry if anyone fell asleep...I wish i knew how to add an alarmclock sound to wake y'all up! lol
Friday, October 15, 2010
To Tutor or Not To Tutor...
That is the question. So the phone calls have been rolling in. Its the second month of school, when the nitty-gritty work begins and when the tutoring phone calls start. Now, tutoring is a nice little penny in the pocket and usually cash. The negative to me taking the jobs is that I am already working two full-time jobs (teaching and mother), I'm tired and I don't want to take time away from the kids. The positive is I can go to Marshall's and spend money without feeling THAT guilty. Love my Marshall's. If I did tutor I would make it on a Saturday when the kids are eating lunch or Friday evening at 6 and 7. The sessions are only an hour each. What do you think...all of my 250 readers lol.
Monday, October 11, 2010
Did I Miss Something?
Now, as I write this blog entry I'm thinking I've written about it before. Did I miss the surgeons general warning that informed all women that Halloween equals your chance to dress like a prostitute? I must have because when looking for costumes I feel like I should hide my childrens eyes. I mean honestly? Are they serious????? When did Little Red Riding Hood wear a garter belt? I didn't know Alice in Wonderland wore a push-up bra and fish net stockings!? I'm pretty sure there are some religions that don't celebrate Halloween....I think I may be switching especially when my daughter gets older and will only fit in the "adult" size....geez!
Check these out....The Fairy tales your mother NEVER told you about...
(Thank goodness this lights up...I mean how else would I be able to get through the night without that feature!!!)
Check these out....The Fairy tales your mother NEVER told you about...
(Thank goodness this lights up...I mean how else would I be able to get through the night without that feature!!!)
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Jitters
So it doesn't matter how prepared I am...I get nervous before a big race. My second half marathon...with no one else I know running, more training, and supposedly nice weather. Lets see how it goes.
Go Self!
Go Self!
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Sneakers Where Art Thou?
I'm having such a problem finding a good pair of sneakers that fit my feet, feel right and stay right. I've gone through at least three pairs in the past year and still have yet to find something I love. I want to find one great sneaker and just stick with it. Just bought another pair of Brooks and although it is so nice and light I feel it is not enough support. I may have to go back and try the Nike's they had...
ANY SUGGESTIONS????????
ANY SUGGESTIONS????????
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
Quality not Quantity
The days have been flying by now that I am working. Work for me is sometimes a blessing in disguise. I feel like always running around almost slows down my mind and allows me to think more clearly. I've had so much going on lately that I needed it in a bad way.
One part of the big picture is that I value my time with the kids 10times more when I am working. I know it sounds weird and backwards but when you have so much of something you don't seem to appreciate it. Same thing with time. When I am working something clicks inside of me that allows me to see more clearly for some reason...something that makes me appreciate the small things, be kinder, more patient.
Tonight, I came home from parent-teacher night, with a heavy heart...and appreciating my kids and their little "things" even more. Brooke was whispering her usual "mommy" from upstairs and Scott rolled his eyes at me when I asked her to come down to give me a kiss.
She came down and I enjoyed every minute of that 1/2 hour we spent together. She played teacher and I was Brooke. Daddy was Lucas and he had a hard time focusing apparently. She was so animated, adorable, alive, happy and loving. I wish I could just bottle these moments and it makes me sad sometimes to realize how fast they are going by.... listen to this song but be prepared to shed a tear if you have children.
I put the lyrics below if you don't have sound.
It Won't Be Like This For Long
Darius Rucker | MySpace Music Videos
Here are the lyrics if you don't have sound....
He didn't have to wake up
He'd been up all night
Layin’ there in bed listenin’
To his new born baby cry
He makes a pot of coffee
He splashes water on his face
His wife gives him a kiss and says
It gonna be OK
It won’t be like this for long
One day we'll look back laughin’
At the week we brought her home
This phase is gonna fly by
So baby just hold on
‘Cause it won't be like this for long
Four years later ‘bout 4:30
She's crawling in their bed
And when he drops her off at preschool
She's clinging to his leg
The teacher peels her off of him
He says what can I do
She says now don't you worry
This’ll only last a week or two
It won’t be like this for long
One day soon you'll drop her off
And she won’t even know you're gone
This phase is gonna fly by
If you can just hold on
It won’t be like this for long
Some day soon she'll be a teenager
And at times he'll think she hates him
Then he'll walk her down the aisle
And he'll raise her veil
But right now she's up and cryin’
And the truth is that he don't mind
As he kisses her good night
And she says her prayers
He lays down there beside her
‘Til her eyes are finally closed
And just watchin’ her it breaks his heart
Cause he already knows
It won’t be like this for long
One day soon that little girl is gonna be
All grown up and gone
Yeah, this phase is gonna fly by
So, he's tryin’ to hold on
‘Cause it won’t be like this for long
It won’t be like this for long
It won’t be like this for long
One part of the big picture is that I value my time with the kids 10times more when I am working. I know it sounds weird and backwards but when you have so much of something you don't seem to appreciate it. Same thing with time. When I am working something clicks inside of me that allows me to see more clearly for some reason...something that makes me appreciate the small things, be kinder, more patient.
Tonight, I came home from parent-teacher night, with a heavy heart...and appreciating my kids and their little "things" even more. Brooke was whispering her usual "mommy" from upstairs and Scott rolled his eyes at me when I asked her to come down to give me a kiss.
She came down and I enjoyed every minute of that 1/2 hour we spent together. She played teacher and I was Brooke. Daddy was Lucas and he had a hard time focusing apparently. She was so animated, adorable, alive, happy and loving. I wish I could just bottle these moments and it makes me sad sometimes to realize how fast they are going by.... listen to this song but be prepared to shed a tear if you have children.
I put the lyrics below if you don't have sound.
It Won't Be Like This For Long
Darius Rucker | MySpace Music Videos
Here are the lyrics if you don't have sound....
He didn't have to wake up
He'd been up all night
Layin’ there in bed listenin’
To his new born baby cry
He makes a pot of coffee
He splashes water on his face
His wife gives him a kiss and says
It gonna be OK
It won’t be like this for long
One day we'll look back laughin’
At the week we brought her home
This phase is gonna fly by
So baby just hold on
‘Cause it won't be like this for long
Four years later ‘bout 4:30
She's crawling in their bed
And when he drops her off at preschool
She's clinging to his leg
The teacher peels her off of him
He says what can I do
She says now don't you worry
This’ll only last a week or two
It won’t be like this for long
One day soon you'll drop her off
And she won’t even know you're gone
This phase is gonna fly by
If you can just hold on
It won’t be like this for long
Some day soon she'll be a teenager
And at times he'll think she hates him
Then he'll walk her down the aisle
And he'll raise her veil
But right now she's up and cryin’
And the truth is that he don't mind
As he kisses her good night
And she says her prayers
He lays down there beside her
‘Til her eyes are finally closed
And just watchin’ her it breaks his heart
Cause he already knows
It won’t be like this for long
One day soon that little girl is gonna be
All grown up and gone
Yeah, this phase is gonna fly by
So, he's tryin’ to hold on
‘Cause it won’t be like this for long
It won’t be like this for long
It won’t be like this for long
Friday, September 17, 2010
School has begun...
...and this is what's happening EVERYDAY I leave. Honestly, I know it stops the minute I leave the door...but can someone spare me some heartache? I mean this is pure mother torture at its best...
Oh and btw...as this is going on...I'm in the car doing the same thing.
Oh and btw...as this is going on...I'm in the car doing the same thing.
Nico Suave
Nico was a big hit when he came to town recently. No one could get enough of him! It was so awesome seeing the kids interact for the first time! I can't wait till the next visit. Here is just a snippet of the zillion pictures I took.
Friday, September 3, 2010
Friday, August 27, 2010
GPS I am not
Running does not = me knowing where I am at all times. lol.
I have been stopped numerous amounts of times when running for directions. Really? Um, do they realize that I am the same person that put the wrong direction to my own home on a Garage Sale sign? I pretty much always walk up to the car laughing because these poor people have no idea....good luck to the woman who is probably in New Jersey now even though she was trying to find some D'Avanzo restuaurant in Smithtown...or was it Hauppauge? I hope you make it to the shower....or back home...whichever happens first!
I have been stopped numerous amounts of times when running for directions. Really? Um, do they realize that I am the same person that put the wrong direction to my own home on a Garage Sale sign? I pretty much always walk up to the car laughing because these poor people have no idea....good luck to the woman who is probably in New Jersey now even though she was trying to find some D'Avanzo restuaurant in Smithtown...or was it Hauppauge? I hope you make it to the shower....or back home...whichever happens first!
More from the Teacher's Desk
25 Lessons for Life
1. There is no free lunch. Don't feel entitled to anything you don't sweat and struggle for.
2. Set goals and work quietly and systematically toward them.
3. Assign yourself.
4. Never work just for money or for power. They wont save your soul or help you sleep at night.
5. Don't be afraid of taking risks or of being criticized.
6. Take parenting and family life seriously and insist that those you work for and who represent you do the same.
7. Remember that your wife is not yoru mother or your maid, but your partner and friend.
8. Forming Families is serious business.
9. Be honest.
10. Remember and help America remember that the fellowship of human beings is more important than the fellowship of race and class and gender.
11. Sell the shadow for substance.
12. Never give up
13. Be confident that you can make a difference.
14. Don't ever stop learning and improving your mind.
15. Don't be afraid of hard work or of teaching your children to work
16. Slow down and live
17. Choose your friends carefully.
18. Be a can-do, will-try person
19. Try to live in the present.
20. Use your political and economic power for the comminity and others less fortunate.
21. Listen for "the sound of genuine"within yourself and others.
22. You are in charge of your attitude.
23. Remember your roots, your history, and the forebears' shoulders on which you stand.
24. Be reliable. Be faithful. Finish what you start.
25. Always remember that you are never alone.
So I like this one also...not as much as others. But again, they are just subtle reminders on days that you need some reminding...which everyone needs some time or another. Happy Friday Y'all!!
1. There is no free lunch. Don't feel entitled to anything you don't sweat and struggle for.
2. Set goals and work quietly and systematically toward them.
3. Assign yourself.
4. Never work just for money or for power. They wont save your soul or help you sleep at night.
5. Don't be afraid of taking risks or of being criticized.
6. Take parenting and family life seriously and insist that those you work for and who represent you do the same.
7. Remember that your wife is not yoru mother or your maid, but your partner and friend.
8. Forming Families is serious business.
9. Be honest.
10. Remember and help America remember that the fellowship of human beings is more important than the fellowship of race and class and gender.
11. Sell the shadow for substance.
12. Never give up
13. Be confident that you can make a difference.
14. Don't ever stop learning and improving your mind.
15. Don't be afraid of hard work or of teaching your children to work
16. Slow down and live
17. Choose your friends carefully.
18. Be a can-do, will-try person
19. Try to live in the present.
20. Use your political and economic power for the comminity and others less fortunate.
21. Listen for "the sound of genuine"within yourself and others.
22. You are in charge of your attitude.
23. Remember your roots, your history, and the forebears' shoulders on which you stand.
24. Be reliable. Be faithful. Finish what you start.
25. Always remember that you are never alone.
So I like this one also...not as much as others. But again, they are just subtle reminders on days that you need some reminding...which everyone needs some time or another. Happy Friday Y'all!!
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Lucky Stars
This past week we visited Disney World in Florida. It was 101 degrees the day we visited, we had two children under the age of 3 1/2 and...did I say it was hot? The big theme there is to "wish upon a star"... and throughout the day at times I do admit, I wished it was cooler, I wished I was on a beach sipping a Corona by myself-maybe getting a massage, I wished that the kids were not hot, I wished that I was not hot, Iwished that everyone in the world especially Disney "world" used deodorant.
Well everytime I started thinking one of these "wishes" I seemed to turn a corner and notice one of the "make a wish" children. These are terminally ill children that I am sure with all the hoopla, not many people notice. Disney is pretty much their last wish. When I worked at Disney, I had the opportunity to volunteer for the Make-a-Wish foundation and was truly touched by these kids and their families. It was amazing to see the strength these children had and how they continued to be cheerful and to keep a smile on their faces. At the same time it was heartbreaking to be able to see passed the smiles of the parents and into the fear they held in their eyes to wonder if this would be one of their last opportunities with their children.... Can you imagine?
The point of this post? We shouldn't always be wishing upon a star...instead we should stop, look around and start counting our lucky stars for what we DO have...
Well everytime I started thinking one of these "wishes" I seemed to turn a corner and notice one of the "make a wish" children. These are terminally ill children that I am sure with all the hoopla, not many people notice. Disney is pretty much their last wish. When I worked at Disney, I had the opportunity to volunteer for the Make-a-Wish foundation and was truly touched by these kids and their families. It was amazing to see the strength these children had and how they continued to be cheerful and to keep a smile on their faces. At the same time it was heartbreaking to be able to see passed the smiles of the parents and into the fear they held in their eyes to wonder if this would be one of their last opportunities with their children.... Can you imagine?
The point of this post? We shouldn't always be wishing upon a star...instead we should stop, look around and start counting our lucky stars for what we DO have...
Thursday, August 12, 2010
From my desk...to yours
I have been working everyday in my classroom to get it to where I can teach without distraction. One of the things that I always like to do is to keep some inspirational quotes or passages on my desk so that each day I get 'reminded' of what its all about and why I love to teach. They are not just 'teacher' quotes but life quotes that I will sometimes share with the students...I'll post a few of my favorites in the next few days.
Life's Philosophy...
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself to others
for it is because we are different
that each one of us is special (Huge first month and ongoing lesson)
Don't set your goals by what other people deem important;
only you know what is best for you
Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart,
cling to them as you would your life, for without them, life has no meaning.
Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living in the present, and living one day at a time, you will live all the days of your life.
Don't give up when you still have something to give, nothing is over until the moment you stop trying. (HUGE LESSON IN MY CLASSROOM)
Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect,
but never settle for second best.
Don't be afraid to encounter risks,
for it is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.
Don't shut love out of your life by saying that it is impossible to find.
The quickest way to receive love--is to give love.
The fastest way to lose love-- is to hold it too tightly.
The best way to keep love-- is to give it wings.
Do not fear being alone. We are NEVER truly alone,
if we simply open our hearts and let people in.
Never hide in your fantasies-
Love is real, and to find it, you need not search far.
Don't dismiss your dreams.
To be without dreams is to be without hope.
To be without hope, is to be without purpose.
Don't run through life so fast that you foreget not only where you have been,
but also where you are going.
Life is not a race,
yet we will not live forever.
Life is a journey to be savored each step of the way.
Life's Philosophy...
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself to others
for it is because we are different
that each one of us is special (Huge first month and ongoing lesson)
Don't set your goals by what other people deem important;
only you know what is best for you
Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart,
cling to them as you would your life, for without them, life has no meaning.
Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living in the present, and living one day at a time, you will live all the days of your life.
Don't give up when you still have something to give, nothing is over until the moment you stop trying. (HUGE LESSON IN MY CLASSROOM)
Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect,
but never settle for second best.
Don't be afraid to encounter risks,
for it is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.
Don't shut love out of your life by saying that it is impossible to find.
The quickest way to receive love--is to give love.
The fastest way to lose love-- is to hold it too tightly.
The best way to keep love-- is to give it wings.
Do not fear being alone. We are NEVER truly alone,
if we simply open our hearts and let people in.
Never hide in your fantasies-
Love is real, and to find it, you need not search far.
Don't dismiss your dreams.
To be without dreams is to be without hope.
To be without hope, is to be without purpose.
Don't run through life so fast that you foreget not only where you have been,
but also where you are going.
Life is not a race,
yet we will not live forever.
Life is a journey to be savored each step of the way.
Friday, August 6, 2010
Young Love
The other day I found Brooke making believe and playing house with Brendan. My head snapped around and I quickly asked "Who are you playing with?" (Brendan wasn't really there...) She BLUSHED and smiled and shyly repeated Brendan. I probably made ...no lets make that- I definitely made too big of a deal of it and she won't ever want to talk to me again about boys lol...but I just couldn't believe the blushing and smiling that the mention of his named had caused!
So today while working in my classroom, my head was wandering and this topic of Brendan came up. Could it be an attraction...connection at this young age? I mean obviously it is all innocent but it is amazing to me how she just picks one boy amongst the 30-40 she knows (scott has a lot of friends...with a lot of kids!) So being the person I am I probed and asked a few innocent questions just to help me understand. What is it that makes someone genuinely and innocently find some type of connection with one rather than another.
Me: Hey, Brooke maybe we can invite Brendan and his brother over to the pool next week.
Brooke: (whips her head to look at me) Brendan?
Me: Yes, and his brother.
Brooke: Okay but I want to play with just Brendan.
Me: Why? Is he nice to you? Why do you like to play with him?
Brooke: He will like my shoes. I know. (okay..too cute)
Me: You think he will like your new shoes?
Brooke: Yes, he will. I know. He plays with me and we play together.
Me: So you both like to play together.
Brooke: Yes and I smile when I play with him. We laugh like this..(a very hearty laugh)...thats what we do.
Me: (all i could do is stare....)
Brooke: I think he wants to watch my princess and the pauper movie. Mom could you tell him.
Me: I think he would like to play in the pool but we could ask him if he would like to watch the movie instead. We'll see next week.
Brooke: He'll watch my movie. (lol...either she's real confident in him...or very demanding lol)
Brooke: He'll watch my movie and we will laugh. And then we will shoot the bugs. He showed me shooting the bugs.
Me: He showed you to shoot?
I believe that qualifies as my first real mother-daughter conversation. Now if love and relationships can be that easy: guy loves your movies (or will sit there and watch even though he doesn't love it) even if it has a princess theme, all you do is laugh hearty laughs when you are together, and he makes you smile when you are together. Done!
Some cute random pics of Brooke and her very first crush....Brendan is the one that she is facing on the see saw and the one in the army shorts...
So today while working in my classroom, my head was wandering and this topic of Brendan came up. Could it be an attraction...connection at this young age? I mean obviously it is all innocent but it is amazing to me how she just picks one boy amongst the 30-40 she knows (scott has a lot of friends...with a lot of kids!) So being the person I am I probed and asked a few innocent questions just to help me understand. What is it that makes someone genuinely and innocently find some type of connection with one rather than another.
Me: Hey, Brooke maybe we can invite Brendan and his brother over to the pool next week.
Brooke: (whips her head to look at me) Brendan?
Me: Yes, and his brother.
Brooke: Okay but I want to play with just Brendan.
Me: Why? Is he nice to you? Why do you like to play with him?
Brooke: He will like my shoes. I know. (okay..too cute)
Me: You think he will like your new shoes?
Brooke: Yes, he will. I know. He plays with me and we play together.
Me: So you both like to play together.
Brooke: Yes and I smile when I play with him. We laugh like this..(a very hearty laugh)...thats what we do.
Me: (all i could do is stare....)
Brooke: I think he wants to watch my princess and the pauper movie. Mom could you tell him.
Me: I think he would like to play in the pool but we could ask him if he would like to watch the movie instead. We'll see next week.
Brooke: He'll watch my movie. (lol...either she's real confident in him...or very demanding lol)
Brooke: He'll watch my movie and we will laugh. And then we will shoot the bugs. He showed me shooting the bugs.
Me: He showed you to shoot?
I believe that qualifies as my first real mother-daughter conversation. Now if love and relationships can be that easy: guy loves your movies (or will sit there and watch even though he doesn't love it) even if it has a princess theme, all you do is laugh hearty laughs when you are together, and he makes you smile when you are together. Done!
Some cute random pics of Brooke and her very first crush....Brendan is the one that she is facing on the see saw and the one in the army shorts...
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Love Em' and Leave Em'
Diga, diga, diga, diga...the sounds of sweet nothings being whispered into the ladies ears...and then BAM he drops them to the curb! lol I love my little 'unique' speaker...so so much!
My Dear Cooper,
We might not show it every day but we do love you. I know you put up with so, so , so much. From the tail pulling, horse riding, cheerio ear stuffing, pee pee pulling (yeah..not good), hat-glasses-boa-shoe wearing dress up sessions, to the painful and constant yelling of "cooper go to your bed". This weekend I promise you to a nice hunky piece of steak. Thanks for being such a 'soft' and loving dog!
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Note of Caution: Don't Pick Another Persons Tomatoes
I have been taking care of my wonderful tomato plant for months now and was so excited for the pictures I was going to take and post on the blog. So excited until I walked in the door and found my two red tomatoes picked and on the counter...
WHAT!!???!!!!
WHAT!!???!!!!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Holy NOT a Comparison
Lately, I feel that all I could say, my only reaction to my daughter is ...really? Today I actually told her "No Brooke, that is not right"...you will see why. My daughter has always been obsessed with bellys-bellybuttons to be exact. I never really could put my finger on the obsession and/or if she admired the girls at the beach that were showing their belly's or if she felt they were showing too much. I'm coming to the conclusion that it may be a little of both.
So on that note, she is obsessed with Jasmine because she is one of the Disney Princesses that consistently shows her belly. Today she was going to the bathroom and walked out to see a section of the newspaper that I was reading. I couldn't help myself...it was about the Jersey Shore cast and it was humorous to say the least. She is standing over the newspaper with her mouth open and smiling. I come over and say..."Brooke? What's the matter?" She points to "Snookie" (ugh-Gasp) and says, "Mom, I want that, look she's just like Jasmine". That's when I say "No Brooke, that is NOT right!" REally?!?
So on that note, she is obsessed with Jasmine because she is one of the Disney Princesses that consistently shows her belly. Today she was going to the bathroom and walked out to see a section of the newspaper that I was reading. I couldn't help myself...it was about the Jersey Shore cast and it was humorous to say the least. She is standing over the newspaper with her mouth open and smiling. I come over and say..."Brooke? What's the matter?" She points to "Snookie" (ugh-Gasp) and says, "Mom, I want that, look she's just like Jasmine". That's when I say "No Brooke, that is NOT right!" REally?!?
Monday, July 26, 2010
Summer Run Mon...day
Todays summer run will be at Robert Moses Beach. Looking forward to it but hope my "eating friendly's tummy ache" goes away! Probably not the smartest thing to do before a run on a hot summer day! Here are some pics from past runs. Kids will come again on last run--for now its going to be a mommy-alone time thing!
Brooke loves pulling the beverage bag!
Brooke cheering on the first place wheelchair winner!
Mommy's biggest fan :)
Why they really come lol
Brooke loves pulling the beverage bag!
Brooke cheering on the first place wheelchair winner!
Mommy's biggest fan :)
Why they really come lol
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Its a small world after all...
After the family reunion cousins Victor and Caryl Coppola went to stay with my parents before they returned to their home in Florida. They all must have got to talking and somehow discovered that Victor and Caryl went to highschool with Scott's mom Laurel Brook, who unfortunately has not been with us for over ten years. I just received an email with Laurel's highschool picture attached. So cool to see her at that time and so thoughtful and kind for them to get that to Scott. Now, tell me...do you not think my Lukey is a mixture of her and I? Definitely the mouth and coloring with momma Laurel!
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Lee DeWyze
just a taste of Lee...and yes you are correcct in the end it is me that he is saying "I love you too" to...that silly Lee expressing his love in front of all those people.... i'm blushing...
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Dontworryaboutit...One Word
Brooke- Mom I ripped something
Mom- What did you rip?
Brooke- Something. Something like a book.
Mom- Don't worry about it- I'll take care of it.
Brooke- silent thinking
Brooke - after about 40 seconds Ok...I'm done worrying its okay now.
Mom- silent thinking...i wish i could do that! lol
Mom- What did you rip?
Brooke- Something. Something like a book.
Mom- Don't worry about it- I'll take care of it.
Brooke- silent thinking
Brooke - after about 40 seconds Ok...I'm done worrying its okay now.
Mom- silent thinking...i wish i could do that! lol
Mistakes and Some Summer Fun for Mom
On my life list I wrote that my pr was 26 something...that would not be correct my friends... It is a difference of .2 miles...Let me explain. When I am doing my neighborhood runs I usually clock 3 exact miles and a 5k is 3.2...so there you go thats the difference...which when you are running is a HUGE difference because that is probably the worst part of the race-the last 2 minutes. Its funny how your brain plays with you in the end, looking on your watch and knowing that there is only about two more minutes left and thinking..."crap, i can't do this!" Damn mind- it always gets in the way.
So yesterday I went to my summer run solo and it was a blast. I need to learn not to bring the kids to everything of "mine". Plus that that is okay. When I was bringing the kids I would never get the chance to sit, enjoy a bevarage with the people I go with and just talk. I would be making everyone else happy and wind up running around with one of the two crying children. Then it was never worth it so I would leave.
One of my friends from work noticed this and mentioned (while giving me a Mary Poppins wink of an eye)that I might want to "come alone" next time. I pondered this and thought hmmm ...what a BRIGHT idea.
So yesterday, I drove myself to this beautiful Belmont Lake park on Long Island (one of my favorite parts of the runs is being introduced to all these different parks and trails that I never knew about). There is always a ton of traffic getting into the park but thats where the buzz starts from -the excitement of hearing the music, to seeing all the people, the tents and the crazies (my personal term for them) that are running before the run. This race was very, very hot but I did well and was pleased. My watch didn't pick up my time because of the water I had to throw over myself to keep my self from overheating.
When the race was done I went to cool down and then met everyone at the tent. Thats when the voice came over the speakers that everyone must leave due to the storm that was coming. We said our goodbyes and then I headed to my car...realizing CRAP...where the hell did I park in all this mess. About a half century later I found the car and noticed my friends laughing hysterical at me because apparently we parked a few cars away and it took them hmmm...about a minute to get to the car and me about 15. We spent a bit of time tailgating ... Made for a really nice night.
To top it off when I went home I looked up the race and and tried to figure out these times. I looked at all my 3.2 mile runs and realized that last night was my PR for a 5k RACE. 28:04...Hoo rah! Question for anyone that runs or knows someone who runs. To call a PR a PR should it be a race? My feeling is yes...but not positive ...let me know!
So yesterday I went to my summer run solo and it was a blast. I need to learn not to bring the kids to everything of "mine". Plus that that is okay. When I was bringing the kids I would never get the chance to sit, enjoy a bevarage with the people I go with and just talk. I would be making everyone else happy and wind up running around with one of the two crying children. Then it was never worth it so I would leave.
One of my friends from work noticed this and mentioned (while giving me a Mary Poppins wink of an eye)that I might want to "come alone" next time. I pondered this and thought hmmm ...what a BRIGHT idea.
So yesterday, I drove myself to this beautiful Belmont Lake park on Long Island (one of my favorite parts of the runs is being introduced to all these different parks and trails that I never knew about). There is always a ton of traffic getting into the park but thats where the buzz starts from -the excitement of hearing the music, to seeing all the people, the tents and the crazies (my personal term for them) that are running before the run. This race was very, very hot but I did well and was pleased. My watch didn't pick up my time because of the water I had to throw over myself to keep my self from overheating.
When the race was done I went to cool down and then met everyone at the tent. Thats when the voice came over the speakers that everyone must leave due to the storm that was coming. We said our goodbyes and then I headed to my car...realizing CRAP...where the hell did I park in all this mess. About a half century later I found the car and noticed my friends laughing hysterical at me because apparently we parked a few cars away and it took them hmmm...about a minute to get to the car and me about 15. We spent a bit of time tailgating ... Made for a really nice night.
To top it off when I went home I looked up the race and and tried to figure out these times. I looked at all my 3.2 mile runs and realized that last night was my PR for a 5k RACE. 28:04...Hoo rah! Question for anyone that runs or knows someone who runs. To call a PR a PR should it be a race? My feeling is yes...but not positive ...let me know!
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Family Reunion Pics
Gary and Esther, my moms cousins recently held a family reunion. It was getting a bit tiresome only seeing family at funerals and the occasional wedding...so at my grandmothers funeral Esther had told everyone of her plans to get the family together. Their home was absolutely beautiful and they were so welcoming to everyone. Here are some pictures...
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Vacation 3-States in 8 Days
So here are some vacation pics. I didn't have the time(patience) to edit,delete,or comment about the pictures...so please take a deep breathe (get over it) if there are doubles! Enjoy!
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Life List Update!
12. Travel to a state you haven't been to before. - South Carolina It was a nice trip. Kind of crazy with two kids in tow..but Myrtle beach is a fun place for both young and old.
52. Watch Casablanca- just recently accomplished this one....just another one of the great love triangles....Done well. Here's looking at you kid...
60. Plant a tree.- hmmm we just planted about 20 in our backyard...but I am not going to put this as done because it is not 'technically' what I envisioned...and we all know how I am when i set my mind to something.
65. Spend a WHOLE day reading a great novel- well although many of you might not consider the Twilight Saga a "great novel"...i did read it all day and considered it pretty darn good. Next books- The Secret Life of Bees and then The Girl wth a Dragon Tattoo
81. Run a 5K in less than 34 minutes-Done
82. Run a 5K in less than 33 minutes-Done
83. Run a 5k in less than 32 minutes-Done
84. Run a 5k in less than 31 minutes-Done...my new pr is 26:12!!!! woohoo..Like I always tell my students "Practice makes BETTER"...
86. Lose 5 pounds from prego weight- Done
87. Lose 10 pounds from prego weight-Done
88. Lose 15 pounds from prego weight-Done
89. Change family primary care doctor- DONE and went to appnt. I will follow up on that tacharcardyia post...but no worries. I'm in tip top shape..probably the best I've ever been in!
I'll be back with some adjustments and additions to my original list!
52. Watch Casablanca- just recently accomplished this one....just another one of the great love triangles....Done well. Here's looking at you kid...
60. Plant a tree.- hmmm we just planted about 20 in our backyard...but I am not going to put this as done because it is not 'technically' what I envisioned...and we all know how I am when i set my mind to something.
65. Spend a WHOLE day reading a great novel- well although many of you might not consider the Twilight Saga a "great novel"...i did read it all day and considered it pretty darn good. Next books- The Secret Life of Bees and then The Girl wth a Dragon Tattoo
81. Run a 5K in less than 34 minutes-Done
82. Run a 5K in less than 33 minutes-Done
83. Run a 5k in less than 32 minutes-Done
84. Run a 5k in less than 31 minutes-Done...my new pr is 26:12!!!! woohoo..Like I always tell my students "Practice makes BETTER"...
86. Lose 5 pounds from prego weight- Done
87. Lose 10 pounds from prego weight-Done
88. Lose 15 pounds from prego weight-Done
89. Change family primary care doctor- DONE and went to appnt. I will follow up on that tacharcardyia post...but no worries. I'm in tip top shape..probably the best I've ever been in!
I'll be back with some adjustments and additions to my original list!
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
1 Year
"Time flies" or "Enjoy it now, it goes so fast". All new mothers hear it at least a zillion times and you smile and say "okay"....
This past year has FLOWN by in what seems like a blink of the eye. My little boy Lucas is one years old now and every bit as lovable as he was when he was born. I say with pride (right now) that he is surely a momma's boy ! A favorite of mine is when he cuddles and snuggles his face in my neck...Looove it. We have both grown so much this year and I hope to god that the next year goes just a little bit slower! Happy 1st Birthday to you Lucas and to myself a pat on the back for giving birth to such a beautiful, loving and sweet child.
Then...
Now...
This past year has FLOWN by in what seems like a blink of the eye. My little boy Lucas is one years old now and every bit as lovable as he was when he was born. I say with pride (right now) that he is surely a momma's boy ! A favorite of mine is when he cuddles and snuggles his face in my neck...Looove it. We have both grown so much this year and I hope to god that the next year goes just a little bit slower! Happy 1st Birthday to you Lucas and to myself a pat on the back for giving birth to such a beautiful, loving and sweet child.
Then...
Now...
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Monday, June 7, 2010
Are you down with BGB?
Figure it out yet? Probably not, unless you are in the world or have been in the world of 2-3 year olds. We are now entering the zone of the Big Girl Bed. Buyer beware...
New Owners of a Big Girl Bed will:
*feel like they have a newborn that is waking every 15 minutes
* jump from bed hearing the pitter-patter of feet thinking you have a huge mouse on your hands...oh wait...I forgot the BGB...
*have to lock everything at night- bathroom doors, your door, the stairway just in case said little girl decides to go wandering.
*worry about little girl falling out of BGB (yes we have bumpers..but these little girls (and boys) can accomplish miraculous things
*ultimately become sentimental remembering and feeling like it was just the other day that you were setting up the crib
I'll take pictures and post as soon as I take them and as soon as I go to target and buy BGB princess sheets. Let the fun begin!
New Owners of a Big Girl Bed will:
*feel like they have a newborn that is waking every 15 minutes
* jump from bed hearing the pitter-patter of feet thinking you have a huge mouse on your hands...oh wait...I forgot the BGB...
*have to lock everything at night- bathroom doors, your door, the stairway just in case said little girl decides to go wandering.
*worry about little girl falling out of BGB (yes we have bumpers..but these little girls (and boys) can accomplish miraculous things
*ultimately become sentimental remembering and feeling like it was just the other day that you were setting up the crib
I'll take pictures and post as soon as I take them and as soon as I go to target and buy BGB princess sheets. Let the fun begin!
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Have You Ever? and Tacharydia what???
Have you ever had so much to say, so much happen that you decide to just not say anything at all? That is how I feel about the past month or so. So many things have happened that it is almost overwhelming to try and sit down and put it into words. I will tell you that I have learned a lot, lost a lot, and loved a lot through it all. Its almost hard to believe that all this sh*t happened in one crazy long unforgiving month. Will I share...absolutely...but not all at once - and when I am ready. :)
Speaking of all of this...life is a roller coaster-how do you hold on? I have found that as much as it was hard to get used to, my tried and true is the running. Nothing I have ever done has made me feel so good afterwards...with that,I will go into the next part of this very long blog entry.
I recently tried a new doctor in St. James and with going to a new doctor they do a full physical. One in which I haven't had done in many, many years. Heck, I am not sure I really ever had a "real" full-blown physical ever! So during this the doctor decided to put a Holter monitor on me during a 24 hour period. Apparently, something he does with people in my AGE GROUP?!(What the f&*^!?) that are as active. Now, I am going to preface this with the fact that, yes, I have had a flutter or two in the past. I've always chalked it up to training, or nerves, or just a regular little flutter...ya know a flutter lol. Well apparently (I am hoping this doctor is overdramatic and yes- i have an appointment to get a second opinion already) i have somethign called..Superventricular tacharydia. Please someone tell me they have it or know someone that does?
Pretty much what it is is a type of heart beat rhythm disorder in which the heart beats faster than normal. This explains my fights with Scott that my heart monitor HAS to be broken. I recall a conversation with a friend when telling him what my rate was..."impossible, you would be dead"...nope not dead, not impossible just have that taharydia crap. There are a few symptoms of this which can explain a lot of things to me...but lets talk about the most important part of this. When I last spoke to the doctor he told me...no caffeine, no chocolate, and no running!#?! I mean come on that's ridiculous and a bit extreme don't you think? All joking aside I am currently in a bit of a slump, a funk, a bit depressed knowing that I can't do the running right now. I already had to cancel one race and I really don't want to cancel more. I might not be the fastest or the best runner but it certainly has become an everyday part of my life and I am NOT ready to give it up.
Obviously, I will follow my doctors orders but I am certainly getting a second opinion and I am going to a specialist upon doctors orders. After reading like a mad woman on line..there are levels of this...I am hoping I have the lowest of them and with maybe a heart monitor I can slow it down when it gets bad? Not sure how it all works, not sure about any of it. What I am sure of is I now know how important it is to me...and I really, really don't want to do without it. Stay tuned...
(p.s..just read on one site that I SHOULD do excercise...which i believe includes running. For my husbands hearts sake..I will wait till my appnt on Thursday :)
Speaking of all of this...life is a roller coaster-how do you hold on? I have found that as much as it was hard to get used to, my tried and true is the running. Nothing I have ever done has made me feel so good afterwards...with that,I will go into the next part of this very long blog entry.
I recently tried a new doctor in St. James and with going to a new doctor they do a full physical. One in which I haven't had done in many, many years. Heck, I am not sure I really ever had a "real" full-blown physical ever! So during this the doctor decided to put a Holter monitor on me during a 24 hour period. Apparently, something he does with people in my AGE GROUP?!(What the f&*^!?) that are as active. Now, I am going to preface this with the fact that, yes, I have had a flutter or two in the past. I've always chalked it up to training, or nerves, or just a regular little flutter...ya know a flutter lol. Well apparently (I am hoping this doctor is overdramatic and yes- i have an appointment to get a second opinion already) i have somethign called..Superventricular tacharydia. Please someone tell me they have it or know someone that does?
Pretty much what it is is a type of heart beat rhythm disorder in which the heart beats faster than normal. This explains my fights with Scott that my heart monitor HAS to be broken. I recall a conversation with a friend when telling him what my rate was..."impossible, you would be dead"...nope not dead, not impossible just have that taharydia crap. There are a few symptoms of this which can explain a lot of things to me...but lets talk about the most important part of this. When I last spoke to the doctor he told me...no caffeine, no chocolate, and no running!#?! I mean come on that's ridiculous and a bit extreme don't you think? All joking aside I am currently in a bit of a slump, a funk, a bit depressed knowing that I can't do the running right now. I already had to cancel one race and I really don't want to cancel more. I might not be the fastest or the best runner but it certainly has become an everyday part of my life and I am NOT ready to give it up.
Obviously, I will follow my doctors orders but I am certainly getting a second opinion and I am going to a specialist upon doctors orders. After reading like a mad woman on line..there are levels of this...I am hoping I have the lowest of them and with maybe a heart monitor I can slow it down when it gets bad? Not sure how it all works, not sure about any of it. What I am sure of is I now know how important it is to me...and I really, really don't want to do without it. Stay tuned...
(p.s..just read on one site that I SHOULD do excercise...which i believe includes running. For my husbands hearts sake..I will wait till my appnt on Thursday :)
Friday, April 23, 2010
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Double Trouble
About three years ago my chances of an 'easy cleaning' day went flying through the window. It was always a task to keep the play room clean and the toys contained to the playroom. About a year ago we incorported the "clean up" song and Brooke would help with the cleaning...that was always fun and did help more than you would think. Now, our friend Lucas has decided that his favorite thing to do is pull up on items, retrieve and demolish. I am in for it my friends...and my little house too!(said in the evil witch voice from wizard of oz).
Friday, March 26, 2010
Sitting Next to the Jersey Shore??
Okay this is a horrible video and it is not one of the Black Eyed Peas best songs but I can't stop laughing at the guy in the back ground saying "Beat the beat girl!" So totally Jersey Shore!
"I was running" -forest gump
Lately, I have been running up a storm...and learning a lot from it. I truly believe it is a sport that you must respect or it will kick your ass in the long run. Each run teaches me something new...some cheesey,-some not-so-much but all true!Here are some thoughts i have had while running...or/and things I have learned...
* I've learned the hard way- to always be prepared
* It's always great having someone at the end of the race to congratulate you but there is nothing better than your own personal "I did it"
* ice works
* learned to love Miley Cirus'- The Climb...especially when hitting a hill or having the option to cut my run short (by taking a short cut!)...great song to put about 5 miles in to your run!
* always stretch..even if its not cool
* Get passed the first 4 miles and the rest kind of fly by...(no never thought I would say that!)
* I've learned that I would much rather run outside than in the gym
* In the end...its really only your OWN fault if you didn't get out there and run
* Don't take short-cuts
* love the 'running hello'...kind of like boaters when passing eachother...a mutual nod, wave and smile...
* Learned that i SHOULD NOT run down to short beach first and have to run back up for the second 4 miles of an 8 mile run! How did I not realize that was all hill???
* Sign up for races way before to keep the incentive...
* Enjoy it...or you won't keep it up!
* I seem to be a destination runner...love getting to a "place"...
* If you can..don't pop a blister, wrap it-gauze it...and all will be okay!
* Stop with pain...the road will still be there tomorrow.
* If you get hot, drop it...that will always be there tomorrow too lol. Its been a family outing to go pick up my jackets or shirts left on a run..."everyone look for mommy's black vest"
* I've learned the hard way- to always be prepared
* It's always great having someone at the end of the race to congratulate you but there is nothing better than your own personal "I did it"
* ice works
* learned to love Miley Cirus'- The Climb...especially when hitting a hill or having the option to cut my run short (by taking a short cut!)...great song to put about 5 miles in to your run!
* always stretch..even if its not cool
* Get passed the first 4 miles and the rest kind of fly by...(no never thought I would say that!)
* I've learned that I would much rather run outside than in the gym
* In the end...its really only your OWN fault if you didn't get out there and run
* Don't take short-cuts
* love the 'running hello'...kind of like boaters when passing eachother...a mutual nod, wave and smile...
* Learned that i SHOULD NOT run down to short beach first and have to run back up for the second 4 miles of an 8 mile run! How did I not realize that was all hill???
* Sign up for races way before to keep the incentive...
* Enjoy it...or you won't keep it up!
* I seem to be a destination runner...love getting to a "place"...
* If you can..don't pop a blister, wrap it-gauze it...and all will be okay!
* Stop with pain...the road will still be there tomorrow.
* If you get hot, drop it...that will always be there tomorrow too lol. Its been a family outing to go pick up my jackets or shirts left on a run..."everyone look for mommy's black vest"
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Mama's slacking!
I have sooooo many things to write but with this nice weather it is so hard for me to sit inside and type on this computer. I promise that I will update tonight or ...maybe tomorrow night! Life happens!
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Antoinette Tufano
It's really hard to see someone you love leave and to see your loved ones here hurting. My grandmother was a spunky, fun-loving yet serious person. Below are a list of some memories that make me smile and some pictures...
I will always remember ...
*her cooking "gravy" and making me fried meatballs special
*her having her pocketbook clutched in her hand
*her feathered pillows that would make me sneeze uncontrollably
*sleeping over her house and laying awake because she snored...just a bit :)(I do believe I remember trying to tape this with either Maria or Rocky)
*going downstairs to her slotted doors when she lived with us in Howard Beach
*her trying to convince me that rice pudding was great and always saying "Agh, this is your cousin Geraldine's favorite..you kids you never know what you like!"
*always telling me I didn't eat enough (trust me I do now)
*her dining room display with everyones pictures. I went to it every visit to see what pictures were new.
*her saying "agh, go scratch your ass with a broken bottle"
*her wiping the crumbs on the floor when she cleaned the table...(i actually think of her when I do this lol)
*her jumping out of my dad's truck when he would drive her to Long Island "Grandma's Here!"
*her laughing -sometimes when she got started she could never stop! "Are we there yet?"
*leaving my sister Maria with her when we went on vacation...and trusting her.
*finding her wallet under her rocking sofa chair when we our house in howard beach was broken in to. "Those Bastards!"
*Her always worrying about the kids no matter how old she was..."Annette- Watch her!"
*Stella D'Oro Anisette Cookies or the "S" shaped ones...one of the 'always-there' items in her plastic bag that she would bring to our house when visiting.
*Peppermint candies in the bottom of her bag
*Her always dancing at every party
*her no matter what she was going through always being concerned about Scott and his grandmother
*her never wanting to go in the water no matter HOW HOT it was outside
*going on the bus to visit grandpas grave
*her coming to our first home for the first time
*how she lit up when she saw Brooke and Lucas
There are a lot of other memories and I'm glad that we got to see our grandmother so often. I will always remember my grandmother...we all loved her very much.
I will always remember ...
*her cooking "gravy" and making me fried meatballs special
*her having her pocketbook clutched in her hand
*her feathered pillows that would make me sneeze uncontrollably
*sleeping over her house and laying awake because she snored...just a bit :)(I do believe I remember trying to tape this with either Maria or Rocky)
*going downstairs to her slotted doors when she lived with us in Howard Beach
*her trying to convince me that rice pudding was great and always saying "Agh, this is your cousin Geraldine's favorite..you kids you never know what you like!"
*always telling me I didn't eat enough (trust me I do now)
*her dining room display with everyones pictures. I went to it every visit to see what pictures were new.
*her saying "agh, go scratch your ass with a broken bottle"
*her wiping the crumbs on the floor when she cleaned the table...(i actually think of her when I do this lol)
*her jumping out of my dad's truck when he would drive her to Long Island "Grandma's Here!"
*her laughing -sometimes when she got started she could never stop! "Are we there yet?"
*leaving my sister Maria with her when we went on vacation...and trusting her.
*finding her wallet under her rocking sofa chair when we our house in howard beach was broken in to. "Those Bastards!"
*Her always worrying about the kids no matter how old she was..."Annette- Watch her!"
*Stella D'Oro Anisette Cookies or the "S" shaped ones...one of the 'always-there' items in her plastic bag that she would bring to our house when visiting.
*Peppermint candies in the bottom of her bag
*Her always dancing at every party
*her no matter what she was going through always being concerned about Scott and his grandmother
*her never wanting to go in the water no matter HOW HOT it was outside
*going on the bus to visit grandpas grave
*her coming to our first home for the first time
*how she lit up when she saw Brooke and Lucas
There are a lot of other memories and I'm glad that we got to see our grandmother so often. I will always remember my grandmother...we all loved her very much.
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